I don't know what everyone else's beliefs are, but I believe when our loved ones pass they don't really leave us. I admit this thought doesn't alleviate my pain, help me sleep better or stop me sobbing into my pillow late at night. (If you just tuned in and think that I sound pathetic, you're probably right, if that is your perception. Me, I think I am just a sensitive, complex and lost individual without a physical version of Butch around me! No point in hanging around waiting, there won't be any excuses forthcoming from my keyboard. I am what I am)
Now where was I? Oh yeah, There I was in my favourite shop (that's any shop that has 'book' in the name), looking at the New Age books and cards, when I realised I had been singing along to the mood music they were playing. As I listened to the words I had to smile at the synchronicity of the words and I just knew there was a message in it for me.....
Here are the words, and if you want to share a smile you may want to look at the original version on youtube! (at the bottom of this blog)
I guess there are a lot of words I felt were really relative to my week. Butch was the mirror of my soul. I don't want to forget, I want to try and go on living right now and leave the black hole that is my grief behind. This doesn't mean I want to stop grieving for him or forget him, I just want to remember the love, laughter, tears, fun and joy istead of the loss, pain, sadness, despair and fear. Can you relate to that?
Don't Forget to Remember
Oh my heart won’t believe that you have left me I keep telling my self that it’s true
I can get over anything you want my love But I can’t get myself over you
Don’t forget to remember me and the love that used to be I still remember you - I love you
In my heart lies a memory to tell the stars above. Don’t forget to remember me my love
On my wall lies a photograph of you girl (guy) though I try to forget you somehow
You’re the mirror of my soul so take me out of my hole. Let me try to go on living right now
Don’t forget to remember me and the love that used to be. I still remember you - I love you
In my heart lies a memory to tell the stars above. Don’t forget to remember me my love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sp_24KHvb0E&feature=fvwrel